Special for Laura,& JImmy

Just so you will forever KNOW how proud your Mother is of you both, I am writing this to show you. Granted A & E are super close, and I am a different person than what I was when I parented each of you, I JUst want to show you what I have learned as your mother, to help me become this person that that I am now.


LAURA: I have learned undying love, you are my youth, and I have helped you grow into a beautiful young woman, not too shabby for me. I will be forever grateful that you chose me to be your mother at such a young age. You came into my life when I needed you the most. your fiercly loyal and Im so thankful for that.I loved you the minute I saw you and Have never stopped. I have watched your kindness show through with alex and emmy and it makes me proud to be your mother.. I have seen your mind grow and I was able for a second to live through you with all that you have and WILL accomplish.I never ever want you to feel " bad/sorry" for me for being a young mother. It is a path I chose willingly, and have NO regrets whatsoever, it was yOU that chose ME and I will be forever thankful. YOuve also helped me learn patience , every blonde haired, blue eyed, child I see, I see YOU, YOU have helped make me this calmer MOM and A & E benefit from it. I thank you for your being there with me. I thank you for all the help you do with alex and emily,I thank you for picking up the house when I come home from work and I thank you for being you.

Jimmy: this is what I have learned from you: Patience, undying love, how extremely important it is for Boys to have involved mothers. I thank you for all that You do and will do for me. Youve grown into a good young man, and I would like to think I had something to do with it. Im proud of you for the young man you are growing into, your kindness and the ever constant " I love you mom's" that I get. Your love for your sister Laura and YOur little sister Emily, the way you show alex and jacob just how much you love them, Your way of trying to goad me into beating them. The way you hold the down and fart on them, and wow should I go on. so much love that you show them, I almost dont know what else to say. I know one thing, I should have never ever let you go with dad, not that dad was bad, but a part of me died that has and nver will be the same. I love you both very much and I hope you know it.